Can I start over? YES! Thank God-- literally!
Ok, so I have prayed a lot in 2007. It's been a wild and ugly ride. But surprisingly, I haven't been that depressed (which is good) and overall, I am still optimistic (which is even better). In the last three months we have: all had a major cold (mine was a respiratory infection that lasted 5 weeks and involved mucho medication and a major ear infection...Isaac's was the croup round 2, we have all missed a lot of work/school/life). We had to move out of our house for a week and live at the seminary at the end of february beginning of march- because of a skunk (it was mating season) who got ticked at someone and sprayed under our deck. Our house has recovered, but it took WEEKS and over $1,000.00 in wildlife controller/house improvement fees. We then found out in the beginning of March that I was pregnant- it was a surprise, but I was ecstatic... by the end of march I had a miscarriage (which believe it or not- started during my sister's baby shower). I know it's fairly common, I know this logically, and certainly, we only had about 2 and a half weeks of getting excited about this baby...but personally, in my heart, I was crushed-- and so we as a family -are recovering. Last week I broke a toe, and to be honest, this barely rates a mention in the scheme of our lives... The orphanage that my one teenager at Leadership Now works with in Lesotho burned to the ground two weeks ago-- and out of that horrible event (no children were harmed thanks be to God) I am beginning to see the goodness in the world and in the church again in a major way. Sometime in the next week or two I will post the amazing details of how good the youth I work with are, and how amazingly competent, capable and caring they are as well.
So today is easter- and I am determined that with today comes new life. 2007 starts anew for me right now... and it will be better... this I believe!